Purpose

২০ শে আগস্ট, ২০১৬ রাত ১০:৩৭

As soon as I noticed that my brother was speeding, an idea clicked my mind. Finally made the decision to turn my thoughts into words and shoot them up to the general mass.
I was never been forcefully asked to turn myself into wearing hijab or to say my prayers. Just like many other teens next door I was backed by an average set of brown parents wanting their daughter to be successful in life.
A period hit my life when I was fortunate enough to fall in love and had the opportunity of experiencing one of the best feelings in the whole wide world. I didn’t even brother to cheerish my interest in metal music though it greatly pushed me to move out of my comfort zone. Some might say Metal Music and Islam doesnt in the line but i would like to think otherwise. If something is making me happy and its not hurting anyone and its making me a better person i dont think Islam is against that.
Gradually everything fell apart. Yes I too had the fate of being an unfortunate heartbroken girl. Saw him running out of love and failed to keep him. However, being a musician; I was the one who left music because back then I was probably mature enough to realise that this wasn’t the only thing for my existence or for what I was sent for.
No,things didn’t changed overnight. I started covering my head. I simply took the footsteps of being modest. Soon turned on the hijab. For sure I was quite shaky about my decision. I was thinking over and over again what if I quit wearing in the middle of all this fuss. In that way my days turned years.
In all these years I learned many things, lost many things. However, one day I firmly umderstood is that, no can make you change until you meet decide to change. To me, whatever I understood about my religion Islam is that, first it has to come within then all the external changes are to take place. Guess what pretty all these happened to me so what’s why I can so firmly relate this.
With great shame I must confess that there are tons of Muslims around the globe but a very few who actually follow Islam.

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