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p>I keep a lot of secrets from my family and stuff. I always seem so much like normal person around them but inside I’m like so different. I did considered suicide in my life, cause it felt it was easier than dealing with my life. I pointlessly dealt with my life as a worthless outcast. Felt myself such an useless of being useless trash, that it all goes right over my head still now. Although it’s cool that that I no longer care or barely care about being insulted, used, outcasted, etc. but that means I don’t feel any emotions either. I don’t remember a time from my childhood where I felt joy, love or a reason to live. Many times I had the feeling of not having any reason to live. No one is perfect person but no ones perfectly imperfect either. Everyone has their strengths and talents which makes their own perfect. What I personally think, if you’re not the best then you are not trying in the right direction. There are seven billion people in the world, I guess there must be seven billion different things people can be perfect in. If everyone realised that we are all perfect just in our own eyes, there wouldn’t be any bullies, any hatred, any jealousy either than love. If people realised that power isn’t powerful, then there won’t be any dirty politics, no fasist government, no wars. The sad thing. about world is now that nobody seems to realise that you are accepting and understanding then this world wouldn’t be the living hell it seems to be. Adolence is torture for anyone who is least bit different.
So lift your head up. I know it’s corny but being different is what makes you unique than all the basic bitches.
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+১/-০২| ২৯ শে আগস্ট, ২০১৬ রাত ১১:৩৯
বাসারাট বলেছেন: Thanks for taking time out for reading my article. I just wrote down what I felt or whatever things I personally experienced and I want none to go through such trauma. Anyway thanks for such wonderful piece of advices.
৩| ০৪ ঠা সেপ্টেম্বর, ২০১৬ ভোর ৪:২০
Robin Anwar বলেছেন: Nice article.
৪| ০৯ ই সেপ্টেম্বর, ২০১৬ ভোর ৫:০৯
ফোরহাড হামেড বলেছেন: I feel pity for guys like you who can't find peace in Islam!
©somewhere in net ltd.
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২৯ শে আগস্ট, ২০১৬ সন্ধ্যা ৬:৫৭
করুণাধারা বলেছেন: I am not good in english but I felt the urge to share my thoughts with you. I have the experience of meeting hundreds of persons in almost six decades. I have seen brilliant, jealous, idiotic, rude,sympathetic and other types of.people and now I realize that Allah has created each one of us with unique qualities but Allah loves each of us unconditionally. So what if other peoples hurt me, be jealous or cruel to me? Should I make a shell and hide under it so that to live with all my pains? Alone! Till the day the pain becomes unbearable, life seems worthless and I attempt suicide.
No, I know that people around me never feels my pain of feeling empty, they never know how much I fear being hurt, they never know that my heart starts bleeding profusely when they say something insulting me. In fact I am like a person with 90% burn all over my body, a small incision starts bleeding. In my case read heart in place of body and read insult in place of incision. Nobody feels my pain, I have no refuge and so I want to end these all.
Basarat, if you find any similarity with me then I must say that it's depression that's causing all the pains. To emerge from this you must seek someone 's help and go to a psychiatrist and start living a new life.
Personally, I prefer always to tell Allah about my pains by saying (12:86) of the Quran.Whenever the idea of suicide came to my mind I would say (23:97,98) of quran. And whenever you feel worthless, then do something good. These may soothe your heart.
Please always remember that our Lord always loves us equally.