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1993 20 jan

dhakar khilkhete amar jonmo ami mddle class family,low middle class family konotai chilam na amar jonmota prithiber boro sad news

kintu ami jantam na amar moto choto nichu srenir manuser future ki ache ba ghotbe



2002 class five pori tokhon porjonto sob thik chilo decembor mashe amar final porikkha ei somoy amar jibon onnosob sisuder theke alada hoi amar pitar obohelar karone ami final porikkha dite pari nai tar udasinota sob somoy amar jibon kosto kore tule oi bosor sothik karon jani na tobu bolsi se prison jai amader attio swojon kono shahajjo kore nai



prai tin theke char din por se phire ase thake tar prison oviggota



2003 class six sei schoole gesi amar classmate ra amar sathe boshtee chai to na ullekho amar roll 7 chilo ami 33 e chole jai schooler sobai jeno amar ei durbol sottota jene jai amar kase jinista moteo shukokor chilo na(keu hoito chaibe na tar sontan tar back side dikta januk)amar bondhura keno jani amar sathe kotha bolto na ami oder kase gele ora akar ingete amake critisise korto noile amake rekhe chole jeto classer sob sir amar ei durbolota janto amar ekhono mone hoi tarao amake sei somoy critisise korese



2003 theke 2007 porjonto amar jibon chilo aro bhoyaboho amake bhibhinno schoole vorti korano hoi sorbomot 8ta schoole vorti kore porjaikrome kono classi ami final porikkha dite pari nai amar class ten test porikkher por amar form puroner jonno prai dos hajar takar proyojon chilo ami basai ese ta chaoai amake oi din prochondo saririk nirjaton kora hoy jar jonno ami ekhono thikmoto walk korte pari na amar left pa ekhono prochondo fola royese er maje se tar dokandarir babsai bibhinno rokom poriborton anen first tailors dokan,second chaier dokan,third redimat posak,joitho babsai,forth foler babsai kore folsrutite se amar student lifetake tar jonno niye jai amake trade child banai amar ter choddo bosore ami tokhon tar jonno golam chilam amar kase sob somoi kisu notun kisu korar ichha thakto ami nizeke niye vabte chaitam tokhon ami eka bose vabtam meena cartoon amar mone hoi amar jonno tairi na hole eto mil keno amar jiboner sathe ami sobsomoi chaitam amar ei bitorkito dunia theke bidai nite allar kase amar prosno tokon thekei tumi sudhu sudhu manush toiri koro tara tomar ibadottao kore na notun kore duniate keno nosto koro pratidin hazar hazar nispap sisur jibon jar jonno future sompurno ondhokar



amar pitar jotil oshukh hoy ami er nam na janleo tara bolto take keu ban marse 2007 theke 2009 porjonto ei sthai chilo kono ek pir nanar kase er mukti pai ei somoy amar ar amar ar amar paach bosorer bon ke niye chole aro kothin poth amader basha chilo na amra ei attio hote onno attio ei ghor hote onno ghore jetam keu amader tokhon pochondo korto na choddo boyshe ami amar attioder kase marattok slang suntam ar allar kase boltam samner bochor hoito er cheye bhalo poritran pabo kintu kisutei kisu holo na amader obostha aro kharap hote laglo ei somoy tate ami tokhon eke eka rastai rastai thaktam bivinno manusher karjo kolap dekhtam ami tokhon bohu manusher asol roop dekechi ami sexual issue teo sisu nirjatoner sikar hoyechi tokhon dekhtam ekjon kono bipode porle biporitjon take marte chai sisuder jonno ei bangladesh na



2009 amake abar vorti kora holo class nine er modhe amar bes kisu bosor amar jibon theke nai 2011 te allar onek kripai onek koste ami gpa 4.31 anlam commarce hote notun dharai srijonshil poddhotite amar schooler kisu sir amake shahajjo korlo prochur er maje ami class 5 hote class 8 porjonto kono boier pora pari na amar kono bondhu toiri hoinai eto ghono ghono school bodlanor fole ami classe ektu alada thaktam sober theke alada bostam sobai amake niye moja korto amar chupchap thaka swavabta sir madamra bujto na tarao amake niye hasha hashi korto ssc porikkha deuar jonno amar prchondo manosik osthirota kaj korto prai somoy mone hoto gari dekhle garir niche jai train dekhlei mone hoto samne jap dei er jonno kortam ki nizer kase blade raktam hater angul katar jonno amar bondhu na thakai amar sohopathira amar ei obosthake moja korto ami ekbar rate nirjon kono dure kono ek mathe dure dariye chad dekhtam ar nizer jibontake update korar jonno miracle chaitam amar coaching koresi matro dui mash ei takatao amar pita dite ossikar kore pore amar mai dei



dhakar odhine tejgaon ami ekti oti suprachin college vorti hoi jibontake egieye niye jaoar jonno ami nizeke sokto kori kintu 2013 test porikkhai ami accounte durdanto kharap kori pore punorai diyeo seta sodh korte pari nai fole abaro amar jibone boro break cholse ami nizer jibon niye boro sonkai asi ami bujtei parsi na ki korbo classteacher bolse eibar syllebus change korse fole notunder sathe class kora jabe na basai chesta korte hobe bashai amake begger er moto mone hoi keu kotha bole na keu samne ase na amar teenage life ar student life duitai sompurno hotashai dhaka er maje amar pita amake kono rokom arthik support dei nai class 5 hote bortoman 2014 porjonto tobuo se amar sathe kromagoto kharap babohar kore slang chara amar samne kono kotha bole na ami ei theke mukti chai amake bujte keu pare na er maje se basai amar mar sathe hatahati maramari kore ami protibad kori nai prai somoy amader ghore keu na keu ase er mimangsha korte sobses ami tader kase maaf chai



aj 2014 jul 12 ami er protibad korsi ageo amake bolto 14 bochor hoye gele ghor theke ber hoye jete hoi ami keno jai na ami keno tader sonsar dorchi na se amake bole police diye dhoriye debe se amar name case porjonto korse



amar jiboner ei boro breaktar daitto ke nebe ami karo khelna na amar boish ekhon original 21 bochor



eto kisur poro amar pita amar sathe borabor kharap babohar kore se amake kono boipotro dei na kono dhoroner help kore na sob somoy amar sathe durbabohar kore allar kase amar kono kisu chawar ekhon amar nai ami nizeke ekhon nizer moto toiri korte chai ami akashe urte chai bivinno country gurte chai amar swopno ekhon onek boro ami janina kivave ta puron hobe kintu korte chai ami promiss korsi kono somoy biye korbo na ebong sisuder niye amar kaj korar ichha ase allar kase ami boli amar moto pita mata ar kauke jeno na dei echara ami nizeke ekjon atheist mone korsi karon alla sobsomoy kono nirdisto kisu manusher thake tar kase amar onek prosno ase se sober dake sara dei na .......................................................................................................................................................................................................

ar sobaike bolte chai sisur upor sokol prokar ottachar bondho koro jodi tomar nizeke mone koro tumra baba ma hote paro tobei onagoto sontan chaite paro tomar sisuke tumi manush koro or kase kichu cheo na o ta dite parbe na tumi take sujog kore dao take manosik support koro sokol prokar violence hote take bachao tobei tumi tar swpno sarthi hobe



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