2011

১১ ই নভেম্বর, ২০১২ ভোর ৪:৪৮

Jibon,se to ek nirobissino abhoman dhara,ja kuno somoy thameyna, tobe manuser belay thamey karon manuser jibon khonosthayi. manuser jibone jonmo-mritto bole jinis ache; jar majer somoy holo jibon. Manuser life a onek ups & down thake, onek ghotona ghote; kisu expected, kisu unexpected. Oneke mone kore din joto jay,boyos toto bare kothata asole bhool karon manuser hayat limited. 2011 end howar moddho diye every human life theke ekta year kome gelo. Khub je besi valo ketese, khub je besi kharap ketese ta bolbona. Ai year surur 1st day theke ami sick cilam….koyekdin. 8 January gelam high school a reunion ar form fill up korte jekhane onek porichito boro bhai,murubbider sathe dekha holo, onekdin por school tar ato change dekhe mone ananda pelam. Ami amar life a ager theke realistic cilam, ai year jeno mone holo aro besi harsh, cruel, feeling less hoye gelam. Nijeke robot banay phelsi. Ananda, dukho agular onubhuti amar maje kaj korena. Sob somoy khali cinta kortam kobe pabo ekta job, kobe pabo ekta moner manus, je amake bujbe, amar sukh-dukhe amar pase darabe, tar somoy ami tar pase darabo. Realistic manuser jibone ki valobasa name jinis thakte parena? Tara ki manus na? tader o to kauke na kauke valobaste mone chay mon khule… ai bar ami kauke mon theke valobesecilam,soul ar sathe soul milon ghotate chai…aita thik tar sathe amar dekha hoyni,tobe or kotha bolar style, or smile, or noyon amake pulokito/mughdo korece very deeply. Ami jani tar modhey kisu problem ase, je gulo thik korte parben sudhu allah, no one else. Tai ami sokol somoy aitae dua kori je se jeno heyadater pothe chole,nijeke kisu ta change kore (tar lifestyle) phelte parle se nijeke ai duniyar samne cholte parbe..ami janina take ami pabo kin a,tobe Jodi pai o, take oirokom kuno sopno dekhabona ja amar limit ar baire,jemon ta fotka lover ra kore thake. Jodi na o pai,aita e dua se sokol somoy suke,hasi-khusi thakuk seta jekhane jar sathe hok…..hoyto ami tomay jebhabe pete chai ta tomar posondo na,hoyto ami khub harsh,amar bujhano ta thik moto hoyni…jai hok ami tomar opekha korbo,dua korbo tumi amar ontorer onubhutigulo bujho,tomar sathe kotha bolar somoy tomake je hasiyesi,inspire koreci,advice diyesi ta sob e true & amar feelings gulo o temon true..jodi amader eksathe korar irada kore thake, to amra united hobo & tumi amar kotha mene change korbe nijeke nijer bhool bujhe. Kobi bolecen :

*Tomare ja diyecinu se tomari daan,

Grohon koreco joto, hrini toto koreco amay .(sesher kobita)

*She’s is all states & all princess, I,

Nothing else is. (The sun rising)

*For God’s sake hold your tongue & let me love. (The Canonization)

*If our two loves be one, or, thou & I

Love so alike, that none do slacken, none can die. (The good morrow)

*Menesi ami har menesi.

Thelte gesi tomay joto

Amay toto henesi.

Amar chittogogon theke

Tomay kau je rakbe dheke

Kunomote soibe na se

Bare bare jenesi. (Geetanjali)

*Tumi amar apon,tumi aso amar kase

Ai kothata bolte dao,bolte dao.

Tomar maje mor jiboner sob ananda ase

Ai kothati bolte dao,bolte dao. (Geetanjali)

Ai quotes tar jonno jake ami chai…allah jane uni ki amar moner kotha, nek irada bujbe naki…time decide korbe. Ai bosor ami amar life ar onek onek close ekta friend Shafi ke haralam,se ar ai duniyate nai..ami tar khobor sune bhenge porecilam..kisu friends ar inspiration amay back to real life a anlo. 3rd year exam o valo dilam,baki allah jane…kisu kisu gentle bes dhora evil relatives, friends ar face dekhlam..oi sob manusgulo ke allah keno hedayat den na,ken tader odrishho tail ke allah je soja kore den na,allah valo janen…. Amar ai jinis ta o mathay dhukena je kisu kisu manus ohetuk other manuser piche lege thake kan je naki tader sorire khujli hoy porer jinis e poddari na korle….ai bosor Bangladesh world cup cricket a kisuta valo korle o jemon ta cheyecilo temon ta payni…especially West Indes ar bipokhe je khela dekhalo…ai bosor manus civilization ar unnotir shikore arohon korece….rape, eve-teasing, sex before marriage, hijacking, stabbing, tendering….etc…we, mostly became like animals of four legs by doing this activities. Society te valo people ar kodor nai, proper respect kora hoyna….amra accept kori, rent kori western, Indian clothes, their cultures, what they do, how they do, but can we even think that we’ve our own culture, own style, own language, own traditional clothes. If mostly accept this from other cultures, our language, our culture, and our lifestyle as we should live in Muslim country will be banished. So we should avoid adopting other’s culture & their lifestyle... Be unique, be honest & trying others to be honest. If you maintain this, you can cope with this realistic world... because in this world one must be honest & hard-working, there is no place of emotion in this world… if you think that money is everything, you can do & buy whatever you want, you are totally wrong because in this world there is no actual value of money. Many people especially girls think that (not all) she’ll looking beautiful if she beautify herself. But me like few people think that beauty lies in simplicity& honesty, not wearing hi-fi clothes, putting surma in eyes…etc. I read some books which helps me to learn how to lead a life doing religious things along with mundane things & to be become realistic.

Books name

 Kiss the girl- James Patterson

 The sands of time- Sidney Sheldon

 Hamlet-Shakespeare

 Are you afraid of Dark?- Sidney Sheldon

 Macbeth- Shakespeare

 Othello- Shakespeare

 Amar dukho varakanto bessader sritikotha- Gabriel Garcia Marquez

 Sopner Desh & onnano- Jafar Iqbal

 King Lear- Shakespeare

 Ghor jamai M.B.B.S.-Sumonto Aslam

 Lord of Rings: The two towers

 Keno mone rakho tare-Tohidur Rahman

 Poranpriyo- E.H.milan

 Bhooter sohor- Rokibul hasan

 Maya- Anisul Hoq

 Far from the madding crowd-Thomas hardy

 Sarabela tomar sathe- julfiqur islam

 Guns of south-Heri dhaldob

 Prithibir sundorjo & Alfred Soren- Jafar iqbal

 Osim manus-Jillur kamal

 End of India-Khusbonto Singh

 The grass is singing- Dores lessing

 The girl with a dragon tattoo- Stig Larson

 A farewell to arms- Ernest Hemingway

 Bible-Karen Armstrong

 The desert king-David Haward

 Gambler-Fieuder Dostoybhoski

 Crywolf- Wilber Smith

 Crusades: The flame of Islam- Harold Lamb

 No war- Ernest Hemingway

 The ancient Egyptian- Jim kamil

 River God- Wilber smith

 The stars shine down- Sidney Sheldon

 The enemy- lee child

 World of myths- Philip Fernandez

 Werewolf- Anish das apu

 To have & have not- Ernest Hemongway

 Lord of the flies- William Golding

 Twilight: The breaking Dawn- Stephan meyer

 Journey to the center of earth- Jull Vern

 Robinson Crusoe- Daniel Defoe

 Treasure island- Stevenson

 Deception point – Dan Brown

 Super boys & girls- Anish das apu

 Morning, Noon & Night – Sidney Sheldon

 The Solitaire Mystery- Yasten Garder

 Songs of Solomon- Tony Morison

 The Bluest Eye- Tony Morison

 A tale of two cities- Dickens

 Conquest of happiness- Russell

 Marriage & Moral- Russell

 Searching for new life- Russell

 Power- Russell

 A Christmas carol- Dickens

 In evil hour- Marquez

 Prithibir pothe pothe- Maxim Gorki

 Biluptir sriti- kiran desai

 Amber room- Steve berry

 Roman law

 Muslim law

Ai bosor ar achievement holo ami onek realistic hoyesi,nijeke samlanor khomota, je kuno poristhite nijeke khap khaye nawa, lastly to love someone deeply. Failures- don’t find job, death of my close friend, koyekta friend ar sathe relation break, even with relatives, sickness…

Expectation from 2012

Nijeke aro realistic banano, true love find jeta lasting korbe, mba porte & job pete nijeke puradome prepare kora….jara namaz porena tader jeno hedayat day.

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